I need to vent to someone understanding😔

So I haven't had a period since June of this year. The last period I was supposed to get was supposed to be on August 13th and i apparently missed it. I still have yet to get one. I had a miscarriage back in January of 2015 and I've been so depressed and devastated about the whole situation. Especially being 20 weeks and knowing what I was having, was even worse for me.. I have been having lower back pain for a few months now, nausea/gagging at everything almost, headaches, bloating, peeing every 2-3 hours(no uti), stretching cramps in my lower abdomen and my right side, etc... I took this test and picture roughly about an hour ago this morning and it looks like there's 2 lines? Could anyone enlighten me and give me a second eye? The bottom picture is the original with no edit. I've been TTC for 2 years now and I've been wanting to be a mother for years now. This probably isn't the right group and I apologize if not, but could anyone help? I would appreciate it!