missed period

Melissa • Married my internet love been together 10 yrs...2 babies 3 & 7... One baking! Originally from the UK
After one miscarriage and one ectopic rupture 2 yrs later I have missed my period and I am terrified to test, to get my hopes up just to maybe go through the same pain.. Please please pray for me I need a little boost right now. I should be happy I'm just super scared.