We have been trying for a baby for almost 3 years. Started fertility and my body just doesn't want to cooperate. Everyone around us is having babies after babies. People who are in awful positions and shouldn't even be having babies and here we are with nothing happening. I am over being sad. I can't get myself to even fake being happy with another one of our friends or family become pregnant or have a baby. I just can't fake it anymore. I just want to cry and be mad. But then I feel bad for feeling that way. 😲🙁