It's been about 5 months since I lost my mother in law to cancer. Well I haven't been the same. I'm constantly just missing her she was the mother I always dreamed of having ....( my dad has raised me since I 11 years old) we would talk and do everything together. Once we found out she got the cancer I did everything in my power to help her I took her to her chemo appointments doctors appointments whatever she needed I did because I love her. She meant everything and once we found out there wasn't that much time left .... We had one last talk and I will never forget it. And a month after that talk two days before my birthday she passed...... My heart hurts I can't tell anybody how I feel because idk because I'm like no one when it came down to losing her I just feel so lost sad mad lonely ...... I just don't feel like the person I use to be because she's no longer here