Having a baby changed me!

HisSiblingOnTheWay😍
Is there anyone else out there who was happy go lucky before pregnancy, than just like a month after giving birth you have constant anxiety and stress? I am always feeling panicky and this never happened until I had a baby a year and four months ago. I feel like its not normal cause all these other moms look so happy with their babies and I have a daily fight with anxiety. Even though yes, I love my son dearly.