Im tired of underwear

So maybe I am ridiculous, but as a person I have pretty much always hated underwear.

I am 3.5 weeks PP and I am absolutely sick of underpants. I got so excited yesterday when the PP bleeding stopped, and now it looks like it's going to come back and I don't want it to, because I will have to wear panties.

I already have a butt load of laundry, because I am not big on Bras either so my shirts are milky and gross. I feel like one of the most unclean people, because my shirts are milky lol, but I am just so uncomfortable with under clothes, and I am being selfish and bitching about it lol