Life happened

I'm really just here to rant to tell my story I'm so frustrated with life so beyond the point of knowing what to do. My emotions are strangling me and I feel as though I can't breathe. My mental state slowly slipping. Everytime I pick up the broken parts of my life and restart on the puzzle my life seems to fall apart again. Me and my boyfriend luck has been shitty and we really are nice people we have given people a place to stay countless times and we don't have the room, we feed people if they are hungry and will give up our last. All our problems really came to a head when i fail down a hill (trying to take a short cut) I broke a few bones and that left me out of work. His job alone couldn't cover everything so we began to fall behind. By the time I could go back to work I found out I was pregnant. I never wanted kids. I always said that would be the end of my life. I like to travel, I like to drink alot and I'm just plain selfish, I like spending any extra money on myself or something fun to do. So I wasn't happy about being pregnant but my love was so excited even with us having close to nothing. My pregnancy was hard so again I was out of work. My boyfriend worked two jobs and was never home just to keep us a float. Our car was breaking down and on its last leg, we had poured at least 1000 dollars if not more in it and still wasn't fixed. One mechanic after another. It really wasn't looking good. We was about to have a baby, we might as well had no car and we might lose our apartment. Our baby came a couple weeks early and we where over joyed that same day he got a call from a good paying job. Things where looking up. We got a car a brand new car, payed up our bills everything was great. And then the shit hit the fan again. Saturday to be exact he said baby if you don't mind I'm going to hang out do you want to come, I had no plans and did not feel hanging out so I declined and told him to have fun. He was in a car accident, a see jumped out in front of the car and he swerved. He called the police and they arrested him for a DWI. He was not drunk. He never drives drunk in all the time I have known him and if he did he wouldn't call the police. He was just hysterical from the events that took place brand new car gone, he was in pain and wet because the car went in water. The police started treating him like a criminal from jump I was on the phone and they hung up on me. He blew in the brethalizer twice and they keep saying he wasn't doing it right. He had had enough. He still had on wet clothes they didn't care he was in so much pain they didn't care he refuse to take the test again. They locked him up with 1000 dollar bound and suspended his L's for 30 days. Oh and our insurance is screwing us. So yeah that's life we got to hire a lawyer money we don't have and pray he beats this. He is the best person I know. He helps everybody. He the type who don't care about whats happening with him he is there for you if he know you or not if he see you on hard times he try to help. For the police to treat him like a criminal when he obviously needed help is why people don't trust the cops here now. I ask anyone that pray to pray we come out on top. Sorry if I messed up spelling and grammar I'm crying as I write this