My mom always likes to brag that she could choose the month her six kids would be born in, that it was that easy to get pregnant. I got married seven months ago, got pregnant three months in, had a miscarriage at 2 months along, and now I just... People tell me, "don't worry about it, you'll get pregnant again" or "it'll happen when it needs to" and I just want to curl up in a ball. I've always wanted a giant family and never thought for a second I wouldn't get it but now? It's a nightmare that never ends.