Family lost

My cousin just lost her fiance in a terrible motorcycle accident yesterday afternoon. My husband and I r not taking very well. My husband owns a motorcycle and that was thing that brought us together. Besides my cousin showing a picture of him a week before I met him spontaneously and not knowing that they knew each other. I don't know what my cousin is going through but all I can think about is that could have been my husband. They were supposed to get married next year after being with each other for 7 years. I'm heartbroken and don't know what to feel or say. All I can think about is how my cousin feels and my cousin's fiancé's face in the hospital. Please keep my family, his family and friends in ur prayers through this difficult time.