quick sex 😢😢

So my boyfriend was just here.. And we had a quick sex and then he left. I actually didnt want to do it cause my mom might hear us but he insisted and ofcourse i also want to do it. It was our first time to do it that way. I hated the feeling, i felt like he just went here to fuck me. Am i being over reacting or is it normal to feel this way? :( im scared that he'll only stay with me for the sex. :((((( Help a sister out???? :(( im confused Â