Going through this pregnancy alone

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It sucks to say that after 5 years of being with the same man, i can now say all i feel its anger & rencor towards him. Back in june i had a miscarriage at 5 weeks, he didn't believe i was pregnant, i showed him prove (doctors note, pregnancy test & also an ultrasound). After that we got over it & decided to forget about it. Now i am pregnant again (7w/3d) he is saying the baby its not his & that he will do a dna test when the baby is born i dont mind if he does but i made it very clear that my baby wont carry his last name & that i dont want my kid around him or his family, he was ok with that. It hurts so much that my baby will grow up without a father, its not fault that his father made the decision to not be there for him/her. My family keeps telling me to give him time & that he will come around but i doubt he will. Sorry ladies i just needed to vent 😩😪