I think perhaps I'm depressed...

My mom has always had depression and she takes medication for it. I never wanted to take pills or anything like that even if one day I found out that I had depression, I just didn't want to. But lately all I've wanted to do is sleep and snack on things and it's not due to my period. I'm tired, I don't have motivation for anything. All I do is college and tend to my husband and baby and I'm
Feeling sad. I just want to snap out of it and get back to normal. My husband wouldn't understand it if I told him, he'd probably say something rude like "you're just like your mom" or something because he's said things like that before. And now I'm confused about my career choice too. I'm freaking myself out thinking what If I'm not good enough to be a nurse or brave enough 😭 I just wanna curl up and sleep.