giving up...

Kendra • I’m 31 with 4 beautiful youngins, 2 girls and 2 boys.
Glow told me to test today and two BFN been in a depressed mood all day...period 4 days away and I just don't think I am pregnant this go around anymore, regardless of some symptoms I have. My cervix for a week now has been high soft and closed, all day long I check it so it hasn't moved, CM is creamy kinda watery but light. Breast are tender to touch and aerolas look darker to me, headaches, light cramping for a week, gassy feeling every night sorry TMI also nauseous everyday and very emotional even before the BFN thinking maybe it's all in my head. Preparing for AF on weds. To everyone who got their BFP congrats I am so happy for you!!!