I wish I had family Who cared

My Family dose not even know am a live Thay never invite me anywhere and then never do anything to remotely show me they care.  So I don't know why expected to have a baby shower for babies no one ever cared enough to tell me one I thought somebody was going to do it and they told me there was not going so way am I crying I guess I'm very disappointed but I guess it be OK I will do everything myself like I always do. Just wish I know why Thay do not like me