I can't get myself to get attached

Carsey • Mommy 4.14.17
I don't know if it's because I'm high risk, but I can't get myself to do anything baby related lately. When I first found out I was pregnant I was over the moon looking at baby stuff all of the time but ever since I found out that because of my heart shaped uterus, so much could go wrong, I just haven't been able to do anything anymore. My mother in law keeps buying us little things and I can't get myself to look at them. I used to log every day and constantly read the community posts but now it's almost like I avoid them. Does my body know something I don't? I feel like I'm going crazy.