Ugh, this month has been torture for me. I am 18 days late for AF. 4 negative htp, 1 negative blood work, and awaiting my second bout of blood work results.

I'm having major symptoms, but feeling so discouraged and hopeless.

Doctor wants to keep testing me once a week until I'm 45 days late, before kick starting my ovulation if I end up not being pregnant.

I want to hope I'm pregnant, but I feel like it's impossible. This feels like a cruel joke where I'm just stuck in limbo. I need some major baby dust. :(