emotionally tired

I have ppd and it's been hard tonight, I've been on Zoloft for two weeks and don't get me wrong it's helped a lot! But tonight I'm just thinking about how much I miss being pregnant. I miss those little kicks, and hiccups. I'm extremely exhausted today, physically, mentally and emotionally. It's been a long day it seems like. I never thought I'd miss being pregnant, but I would say I took it for granted. When I was pregnant I didn't feel so alone.