regular/normal bowel movements(TMI)

Ste`Aira • 19, FTM Expecting my baby boy in late August. 👑💙
When will I feel like me again! 😩 it's like, it's there but I can't get it to come out and after a couple of days when it's ready to come out on its own (I guess) I have hemorrhoids so bad I want to just say forget it. The only thing hat makes my bowels move is a enama but even then I still feel stopped up. I'm 3 weeks postpartum by the way. Â