ttc..

Erin
I had the DEPO shot one time and I was supposed to go back for another one in July but never did after me and my boyfriend decided we wanted to try to conceive... It's so hard to think of how long it will be till I get pregnant. I just lost a baby 8-28-16...this is my second miscarriage, my first was 4-1-16 and that was like a surprise baby cause we weren't trying to get pregnant and after I miscarriaed her I got on birth control and it was the worst mistake of my life, it was an at the time thing we didn't know I miscarried till after I got on birth control and then we realized I miscarried a few months before, before the birth control we didn't want a baby at the time and then while I was on the birth control it spilt us in to pieces because you don't know how bad you want a baby until something happens like that .. It's so hard breaking.... I just want a baby and I don't want to think its gonna take 18 months to get pregnant... A lady at planned parenthood told me that someone has gotten pregnant 3 months after stopping depo but I just want to be one of those people...anyone have any positive stories of them getting pregnant soon? I'm just so depressed and upset about it and it's hitting close to home tonight....I know my babies would have been girls I just know it....