Before i had my miscarriage i had gotten a box with free breastfeeding stuff from influencster and now i have the need to look up baby stuff and go into babies r u on my off days and look around. I dont crazy and buy stuff but if its on clearance and nothimg is wrong with it ill buy it, i just think to myself just stock up for when you do have a baby (p.s. i dont think i will be having a baby shower.) Am i the only one thag does this ?