why? why why why why

Jessie • Stay at home Mom to a wonderful daughter. Married to my best friend. After 4 years TTC 4 rounds of IVF proud twin boy mama. Loving life each day as it comes.
Why does this life keep punishing me. Why every month. Month after month. Year after year   Why can't I just be given the chance. 
I was excited my period was officially 2 days late and well I Took a pregnancy test and as soon as I was done my period showed up not even kidding 😡😡😡😢😢😫😫