early miscarriage 💔

Woke up a couple of days ago (6dpo) to light spotting.
Looked into it and hoped it was implantation bleeding.
Then it just got heavier and heavier.
Cramps.
Pain.
Blood.
Go to doctor.
He says it looks like the egg was fertilised and didn't implant. 
Been TTC for 19 months.
Feeling hopeless.