10 weeks left and...

Ava
So in just 10 weeks (give or take) my baby will be born and I am completely unprepared. I haven't bought a since baby item because I've dealt with a loss (at 23 weeks) and I'm terrified it'll happen again if I start buying things. However, with me not being prepared it's making me extremely nervous and stressing me out that I don't have anything. I haven't even finished rearranging my room to accommodate the baby items when they arrive. I'm just a nervous wreck and it's stressing me out.