my story

tenille
sigh. feeling sad! 
this is my twelth month ttc 
in march and in July I had an early mc. roughly 5-6 weeks along. 
it's taking a massive strain on everything. everyone else has beautiful bumps and newborns. 
I never thought I would be so sad it's not happening to me. 
I am sad also that I already have a child and I feel as though I'm being ungrateful. 
my daughter is five and begs me for a baby sibling. 
my dr won't see me until the new year in regards to fertility. 
I am again using opks. think I just has a positive one. 
it's hard to baby dance with a child who won't stay in her own bed lol
sorry for the rant. I just feel alone. just want to bless my beautiful partner with a child of his own. 
good luck to all you future mummy's. I am sad yet now more understanding of the heartbreak that comes with ttc 
xxx