C- section guilt??

Kristen
So after 32 hours of labor I had to have a emergency c section in June with my daughter and I have felt sad about it ever since. I feel like I didn't do the motherly duty of pushing my child out and I feel like I didn't get a instant bond like I would have if I would of pushed and had her like I had planned. I keep telling myself that wasn't in Gods plans and I have a beautiful healthy baby but I can't shake the feeling. Does anybody else that's had a c section feel or felt this way? Or is it just me???