Babies.

Growing up around the ages from 14-18 I didn't want to be a mother. I've always thought I'd be terrible at it, I would raise her/him/them right. I felt like I'd be the worse mother any child could have. Just because I was scared of that responsibility, I was scared of birth I was scared of having a belly and having all these worries. Thinking about giving birth scared me, it STILL scares me. Getting married changed my mind a little, I wanted to have my own children some day I wanted my husband to be a father. We've talked about it, gotten in lottle arguments over it. But he made me feel like I'd be the best mother in the entire world, and he would be by my side as much as he could (he's in the military). Finally he got stationed this past month, and we found a home. I haven't been feeling the best lately, very emotional, upset, annoyed, sad, happy, all kinds of things. The week came where I was going to get my period. Three days pass by, I go buy a pregnancy test. And..... I'm pregnant. I'm beyond excited and nervous. But I know in the end, "everything will be okay."