After 4 miscarriages I have finally gotten another positive test. According to <a href="https://play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=com.glow.android.nurture">nurture</a> I'm 4wks 5days. I'm so happy, but so nervous and scared at the same time. Trying so hard to stay positive and expect the best, but I just can't help checking for spotting every time I use the toilet. Every little ache sends me into panic mode. It's so hard to stay positive. I wish I knew for sure that everything would work out for the best. Just a positive, for sure everything is OK and going to continue to be ok. My heart is positive but my mind is going crazy. Just curious if anyone has any advice on how to keep sane.