suffering from ED, AGAIN.

So I'm posting anonymously because I'm too insecure about my body (mostly my tummy which is why it's just a tummy pic) I guess I just want to know everyone's honest opinions on it? 
I know this seems desperate and I'm sorry for that in just not having a good moment. My Eating disorder is especially bad these past couple weeks. 
To Jess- yes I have someone to help me, my fiancé does his absolute best but sometimes I just need random support as well. Thank you 💕