I'm going through a range of emotions. Yes, I find myself crying for no reason. I don't want to leave the house. I don't get " ready", I might be in my pjs all day. I dislike the way I look/feel, etc.. Husband and Doctor had a talks and she was concerned and of course I started crying in the office. She said first is first, if I'm not producing enough milk, so be it. I can't blame myself. Use formula. She did used formula and her son is well and alive because of it. Now, I'm producing so little but my breast still hurt and are painfully engorged. How do I stop this and get some normalcy back? How Do I end this milk production and try to focus on other areas like going to physical therapy and feeling better for my baby?