I'm currently hooking up with someone - I have no illusions over the fact that we'll never be anything more than a hook up because he isn't looking for anything more but tonight kind of threw me when I get a message asking if I would be in a three some with a mate of his and him. All jokes aside over the fact I could have sex with two no doubt really attractive guys I'm nervous as all fuck over the idea because I while the idea doesn't scare me having him think of me as being shareable kind of hurt because it makes me wonder am I just some cheap dispenser for good head and sex and if I agree to it will I get completely ignored after it, I'm ridiculously scared of getting naked around other people cause of my weight, and that would actually hurt because we do actually talk to one another fine when we're together. I'm honestly just venting because I have nowhere else to do so but I'm seriously just laying here a bundle of worry, nerves and frustration right now