Weight!

Ashley • 27, Support, encourage, and lift others up•
I have struggled with weight my whole life! 
First started struggling with eating disorders when I was 12 years old because of past bullying and feeling very ugly and disgusting. I became anorexic for a while and then total opposite to eating excessive amounts of food which ended in me gaining about 60 pounds within a few short months because of my depression :( I lost 25 pounds from last December to May but since then have put 10 of them back on. 
I struggle every day with food and how to eat and my depression or stress but I wanted to know how you overcame your eating disorders and were able to lose the weight you wanted? Please help me! Not feelin beautiful at all and always wearing sweaters because I feel fat!
I am 5'1 and weigh about 170 :(