Advise please!

I'm only on my second month of trying and the two week wait is so terrible. Although I have to admit this month is better than last month. Last month it was a lot of crying and early testing. I am 8dpo today. I took a test and it was negative and I'm so sad about it! I am having absolutely no symptoms... I just feel like I want to delete all of my apps and no more ovulation tests to not keep track anymore. Just let it happen whenever it does. I say this not because its what I really want to do, but because I can't handle the stress during this two week wait! I don't know how women do this for years! Advise pleeeaaasse!