My boyfriend and I had a fight yesterday. We live together and after he got back him last night we didn't talk or sleep in the same room, while he was gone I wrote out a long letter as to why I was bothered and upset. This morning he left without kissing me goodbye like he has everyday since I've moved in with him. I texted him asking him to come home after class so we can talk. He agreed. When he got home I started in on the issues. He wasn't responding much so I pushed him 8 times. I was so upset and heated that I wasn't even thinking about it. All I was thinking was how he was upsetting me more by not really responding. I've never NEVER put my hands on someone like that and never would have thought I would especially to someone I love like him. Now, he wants to end out relationship. He said that that was crossing the line and I agree! It was wrong for me to do so. He said he was going to let me know that in my letter I was right and he was sorry but now that I've pushed him like that, that he just doesn't see how it can be recovered. I know I'm in the wrong for how I acted. He said 90% wants it to be over but 10% is him thinking maybe after he cools down he can forgive it and we could POSSIBLY salvage what's left.