I try to be so happy for the girls that say they got BFP with their first time trying or even 2nd month....but its so hard, not that I'm not happy for them cause I want every women that wants children to be blessed with them of course but I can't help but feel a little heart broken cause I'm still over here trying everything I can and never getting my BFP for baby #2. I thank god I'm blessed with our daughter but I would love a second bundle of joy. 😩 I hope this doesn't upset anyone I'm just feeling a bit emotional tonight...