Today I feel Like bursting into tears......

Just cause I just finished my af on 09/09-09/12. Then I started taking opk because I don't really know when will I ovulate heck my period isn't even regular so yah just gotta do an early opk testing. And my tests seems to go positive soon the lines just isn't faint it is like getting close to being positive. Having lots of creamy cm. and my SO is sick so can't even do the deed..... I'm soooo sad! And just frustrated I don't know what to do😩😩😩