I want my rainbow baby 😭

Kara • Trying to conceive baby #2. One amazing little boy, and 3 angels watching over us. 🙏🏼 👼🏼👼🏼👼🏼
CD 33, 14 Dpo. Just took a test and of course BFN! According to glow my AF is starting tomorrow. Why can't I just get lucky like everyone around. I'm so discouraged! I feel like it will never happen again!!