Just a small rant

Valerie
I have been TTC for a little over a month now. I have been on birth control since 2011 (took it out last month) and haven't had a period since 2012. I currently have only one ovary due to my other one having to be removed emergently. I am feeling down because I'm afraid I won't be able to conceive but my doctor says I can. I haven't had a period yet which really is not helping because I just want to know that things are working down there. I even had pregnancy like symptoms last week but blood test showed neg 😭😭