anyone feel suicidal over inadequacy?

Question

I simply can't handle another BFN. I do not live my life just to have kids, but I'll be honest - constantly realizing you can't get pregnant when bottom feeders and trailer dwellers can't handle all the kids they have is quite a hit to the innermost parts of a person. 
This is really going to put me in a severe state very quickly.  Trying to relax and let it happen is weird to me... Having sex willy nilly doesnt increase chances!

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I feel your pain Hun. I have always had some anxiety and depression but since losing two pregnancies and having one tube removed, I can't help but feel defeated. Then all the pain turns to anger and I start acting like an ass to everyone because I can't handle all the emotions which makes me more emotional because then I feel lonely on top of everything! My SO doesn't know how to handle me. He wants to maks me feel better but he just doesn't understand what it's like to really believe this is it every month and analyze every little change in your body just to find out your not pregnant and also, now you're on your period wich suck by itself. I don't have much advice, only shared experience.

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I can understand about not being able to conceive but try not to be mean. Just today I got book with an arrow meaning I cannot even test right. Lol. Well, so much for that. I know it is difficult but you have to try not to get down. I hope you feel better about your situation. I know it's easier said than done but keep your head up and don't let this situation get you down for long.

anyone feel suicidal over inadequacy?

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