TTC with mental health issues

I have suffered from depression my whole life. I recovered from bulimia 3.5 years ago and since then my life has changed a lot (for the better). I am married now with a job and I'm going for my master's degree and objectively life is ok and it feels like the right time to get pregnant. I want a family so much and even though I am still working on myself I believe I will make a good mom. I am in therapy, but I don't talk to my therapist about TTC bc I feel like she'll judge me for it. I've only been trying for 3 months but every month feels like a failure and it's hitting me hard. I am obsessing and anxious and miserable all the time. I worry my history of bulimia is affecting my chances of conceiving, but none of the doctor's I've met with take it seriously. I am just not prepared to take this level of disappointment.