I didn't like my baby when he was born
So when I gave birth to my baby it was an awful experience. I was in labor for like two days, pushed for two hours, and ended in a c section. The c section was awful. I could feel everything and they ended up pumping me with meds during it because of this. Once the boy came out I heard him cry and passed out so I didn't even get to see him or hold him.
My first few days were rough. The pressures of breastfeeding and jumping into motherbood plus the pain of a c section. I was miserable to say the least and I missed my almost 42 week pregnant body and life.
Like all I was so excited for my son to be born but once he was I wanted nothing to do with him. I didn't want to hold him or feed him. I just wanted to sleep and for everyone to leave me alone.
This went on for like 2 weeks! Now I love my son more than anything or anyone in the whole world. I miss him when he is sleeping without me and couldn't imagine a day without having him in my life.
Anyone else go through this, just curious? And if you are going through it still, it does eventually end!
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