Honestly I just need some good vibes. In April I had a ectopic pregnancy. This was one of the hardest things I've ever been through. I felt like I lost a child. Which I guess in a way I did. Today I got my period early and thought I was going through the same thing again. Thankfully I'm not but this brought back all the memories of that dreadful month and all the hurt and saddness I went through. I have a fabulous support system but it's hard for anyone to really relate. Especially my boyfriend who I love dearly. I honestly just need help tonight. I feel like I'm drowning in my own saddness. My anexity is really getting the best of me too. 😞