This is just for to get this off my chest basically you don't have to read this it's just me venting but anyways, I feel like my love life has always been really off. I'm a Junior in my highschool and honestly I feel kind of bad that I've never been in an actual relationship. Whenever I like a guy he NEVER likes me back it's like a curse or something. My older sister at this point in her life had already had 3 boyfriends and I've had NONE. I have had the worst weekend cause I literally have liked this guy for 2 years and I found out he's been in a relationship for a whole year. I kept our text messages nice and friendly so thank goodness. I liked this other guy and he doesn't even bother to take a second look at me. He's into girls the exact opposite of me, short skinny and petite. Maybe cause I'm too intimidating? I mean I've been told I am because I'm 6ft and thick and curvy but I guess I'm too much. Life's just feeling really gross at the moment. Here come the hoodies and big shirts this week cause I'm feeling self conscious again. 😫😞