Last night, me and boyfriend had a great night. I made him dinner and then we cuddled on the couch. There were kisses here and there and he got really horny and we had and agreement that we werent having sex for a couple of months. He pushed me away and said no. I went straight into a panic attack and he hasn't seen me in one. He just held really tight and told me I was OK. Then I finally calmed down and asked me if I wanted anything. He got my some chip boys and we ate them together and watch blind spot. Then we cuddled and then we started kissing and then one thing come to another and we had sex. I felt so comfortable with him and it felt so good for eating dinner to him calming me down to us having sex. Everything felt long lasting. I think he is the one but I don't wanna rush things. 😃😃😃😃☺☺☺