I'm only three weeks postpartum so maybe that has something to do with it... But good lord. I don't get that lovey dovey surge when I'm feeding my son. It's not a wonderful, I'm-so-glad-I'm-doing-this experience even on a good day. This is day four of my son wanting to feed/suckle constantly. Am I not making enough milk? Is he not getting enough milk? Is his latch wrong, even though it doesn't hurt? I have a million concerns. And my nipples have been sucked raw and I'm tired of not being able to wear a shirt for more than five minutes. I can't leave the house or hand him off to anyone so I can brush my teeth. I just really hate breastfeeding. I refuse to give up bc I'm a stubborn woman and this is something I've wanted to do since I was a child. One day I'll enjoy this... right? \rant