It's been 7 and a half weeks since I gave birth to my twin girls. I think about them everyday, and it hurts. Everything was going fine until I was a little extra crampy one day, I thought it was gas. When it really started to hurt we went to the ER. This was no new adventure for us, I had a subchorionic hemotoma so we had been to the hospital a couple of times before with scares. But those times we got sent home a few hours later with no problems. So we got there thinking it was going to be the same. Little did we know we would lose our girls the next day. It turns out I have an incompetent cervix, something you don't know about until you lose your first pregnancy. Doesn't seem very fair to me. I just keep asking myself what would have happened if I didn't wait all day to go to the ER. Would there have been some way to save my girls. 😭 Anyway, I just wanted to share my story to let you guys know you're not alone out there.