I hate boobs...

Hope
Seriously! I need to rant about my boobs for a moment! 36 DDD pre-pregnancy, 14 weeks in I was in a 40F. Now at 22w3d my 40F's feel so small and my freaking ribs are bruising because of how heavy my boobs are in a bra? Are you serious right now preggo body?! I just cannot handle you right now! I am refusing to wear bras and do not give a hoot about who cares! My ribs are in so much pain and this is just so uncomfortable!! Chiropractor once a week for middle back pain, massages for shoulder pain from the bras, NOTHING HELPS!!! Until I can finish breast feeding, which, let's face it, I'm hoping is a year after I deliver my baby girl, I can't do a thing about my boobs. I want them gone more than ever!! Never thought I'd see the day where I'd roll over in my sleep and squish my boob with my own arm...
Can anyone please tell me how nice it is to stand up straight and not be in pain 24/7??