Feeling fat not pregnant 10 weeks 4 days
My last pregnancy lasted 12 weeks 3 days before I miscarried. 
I'm 10 weeks 4 days currently. And miserable.
Last pregnancy I looked and felt "pregnant" at 10 weeks. Now I just feel sick & fat.
Last pregnancy baby died around this time.
This pregnancy I am still finding a heartbeat.
Last pregnancy I gained 12 lbs in the first trimester.
This one I've gained none.
Last pregnancy I wasn't very sick
This one I am.
Last pregnancy I felt pretty
This one I feel ugly.
Last pregnancy I started out 16 lbs lighter.
This pregnancy I didn't lose the weight from that pregnancy or from my hormones causing me to continue to gain after the loss.
I hate the indention in my belly
I hate that I feel like my boobs and stomach are so heavy.
I hate that mirrors are my enemy.
I hate that I feel like warmed over dog shit.
I'm plus size. I wish I wasn't but I am. And I just wish I felt good.
Anyone else feeling this way?
Anyone else have a hard time comparing pregnancies (loss or not)?
Anyone else plus sized just feel like they'll look like a fat blob forever?
I'm having a very bad day...
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