Giving up ttc

Af is due tomorrow if I'm not pregnant I'm not gonna try anymore. I've never Ttc before I've always fell pregnant wen ice least expected it. The stress off the two  week wait and getting negative test is just gonna brake my heart each month and I don't want it to take over my life. I think the more you stress the less likely it is that I will get my bfp. Sending u all baby dust x