At the end of my TWW and can't wait any longer!

Hello ladies! So I'm at the end of my TTW. I'm 12 dpo and AF is due on friday. I took a test this morning but everything was too faint, even my test line. Obviously it's still too early to know for sure since my period isn't even late yet but this wait is killing me! My main question is about CM and CP. for one thing I can't reach my cervix at all!! 😩 I have no idea if it soft hard open or closed! Also my CM is very light and my vaginal canal is extremely tight. Does anyone have any insight on any of this??? Please please let me know any of your experiences, I would appreciate it oh so much, this TWW is excruciating. Oh I also posted my test from this morning