scared to test😫

Marissa
I'm in CD 35 and I am 4 days late. I'm so scared to test for fear of another negative test. I had a chemical pregnancy last month and that totally got in my head. Been trying for 9 months now. I have been having some symptoms like: headache, random nausea,  globs of CM in the toilet when I pee, hot flashes, fatigue, vulva pain, cramps/twinges....
I just am too scared to see another negativeÂ